bah.

[witchscauldron]

Jason didn't get the job. Contemplating giving up magic as a practice simply because it never works.

Being were is money-repellant. Being pagan also seems to be money-repellant. Twice-damned.

Still sick. It's got my blood sugar all off and it's making my eyes very sore. My back won't stop spasming.

I should finish my painting this week - only five things left. One positive thought.

Forgive me if my moods fail today. Curling up in a ball shall now commence. :\

-M.

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Hey, Morg ...

[foxesdaughter.livejournal.com]

I don't want to in ANY way add to the shit you are going through now, but what you said came very close to my heart, and I have had many conversations regarding this ... and the end result is always - we live in mundania, and that is the role we must play.

Unfortunately, being pagan, or were, is not a paying gig for most. Sure, their are a few authors and occult shop owners, but for the most part, we are stuck in the "real" world.

When it started happening to me, I had to completely refocu on mundania for a while ... nor rits, or classes, or books, or what-have-you on paganism or anything related ... just focus on "being a muggle".

It worked, and helped me realize that my life was out of balance - you can' let the pendulum swing too far either way ...

Anyway, it's something to try, but meanwhile .... *HUGS*

Foxes/

Re: Hey, Morg ...

[morgandria.livejournal.com]

All I've been doing lately is work - getting ready for the dealer's room at a con, so beading and painting and other such fun things. I have no pagan life at the moment.

-M.