Stagnant.

Dec. 4th, 2002 10:19 am
witchscauldron: (Default)
[personal profile] witchscauldron
Well, I'm sick. Sort of. My throat is like a desert, and burns when I try to swallow. Yay pills! >:\ I'm eating slippery elm tablets, taking Vitamin C, and praying. I don't need to be sick right now.

I didn't accomplish much yesterday. Made some cookies. Washed the dishes. Updated my Ezboard graphics. Wow. I know I have stuff to do...but I'm playing the endless waiting game with money in the mail. Today I'm making still more cookies. Go me. It's either that or sit in bed and cry all day. So I'll bake. Hooray for mindless busy work.

Jason thinks my moods have been more even since I started taking the glucophage. Yeah, ok. Whatever. I feel like a yo-yo. Only even the high points are crappy, and when I hit the bottom you'd better not be around. I am ALWAYS in a bad mood now. Always. I feel like I'm wasting my life. Or maybe that it was wasted to begin with. Someone else surely could have made a better go of it than me.

I feel like standing water.
I feel blind.
I feel...I feel nothing.

-m.

Date: 2002-12-04 10:43 am (UTC)
ferine: (Default)
From: [personal profile] ferine
The glucophage works well on me, except for stomach upset in the beginning.

However, prior to the gluco I was given a different pill whose-name-I-regrettably-forget. That drug was supposedly similar in nature to gluco, yet it wigged out my emotions the day after trying it. I remember going out to eat with my parents that night, and sobbing uncontrollably because I didn't have a napkin. After that uncharacteristic incident, I went to my doctor and then switched to gluco.

Sometimes these drugs can play with your emotions in a severe manner. In such an incidence, be sure to tell your doc. There might be a better drug for you than gluco.

*cheekrubs and hugs!*
One day you’ll walk the world
and keep in mind
The heart you’ve been given
in winter time
And through the bitter cold,
with opened eyes
You’ll find the strength to fight
and stand upright

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