Last night was the kind of night I distinctly remember. I would curl up on the front porch with Calico, a sweater and bare feet against the cold concrete step, watching the sunset paint rust and gold across a stand of trees in the fields. The grapevines in the bushes were always red, too, curling into a leathery dried version of their summer self. It was always sort of an evening sonata played out with crickets and geese, the wind in the trees, stray leaves; the cat and I retreating inwards to my room and some tea when my feet turned blue. The sky was so pale...a very crisp memory, one I can smell and touch and hear. Tactile.
I admit to being a very naughty witch yesterday. I did, in fact, do some weather-working because I despise the hot, sunny weather they were calling for. However, I do not mind lukewarm and rainy at all. So 27 C. and sunny became 20 C. and cloudy with showers. I feel accomplished; I know I've done much more extensive weather changes, faster, larger, more severe...but sometimes the measure of a person's control and power is in making the little changes, without causing so much as a bump in the road. Although I'm certain my latest bout of mucking with the weather systems will make them messed up for weeks, I don't really care what anyone else thinks. Somehow, I really need it to feel like fall.
Days like that aren't the same here in the city. They just don't carry the same kind of scope.
*kisses to Jason* Thanks for the help sleeping last night. Amazing, as always. Scorpios are honest-to-Deity sex gods in their own right. Last night was weird. I've been tired all week, headache-ridden, easily able to sleep and sleeping way late for my normal schedule. Last night? Couldn't barely sleep, finally dropped off at 2:30, woke up at 8 this morning. Borderline insomnia is worse than insomnia itself.
Yay! GST rebate is in today. I have things to buy...cat stuff, candles...you know, the REAL witch gear. >_< ! I'm craving a nice mug of apple cider and some french toast for dinner. Maybe I'll sucker someone into going for a walk in the park with me tommorow. Going to Jax's housewarming...need to get some supplies to make her gift. ;)
Alright. Done babbling. Haven't felt ok for a while...feelin' ok now.
-M.
I admit to being a very naughty witch yesterday. I did, in fact, do some weather-working because I despise the hot, sunny weather they were calling for. However, I do not mind lukewarm and rainy at all. So 27 C. and sunny became 20 C. and cloudy with showers. I feel accomplished; I know I've done much more extensive weather changes, faster, larger, more severe...but sometimes the measure of a person's control and power is in making the little changes, without causing so much as a bump in the road. Although I'm certain my latest bout of mucking with the weather systems will make them messed up for weeks, I don't really care what anyone else thinks. Somehow, I really need it to feel like fall.
Days like that aren't the same here in the city. They just don't carry the same kind of scope.
*kisses to Jason* Thanks for the help sleeping last night. Amazing, as always. Scorpios are honest-to-Deity sex gods in their own right. Last night was weird. I've been tired all week, headache-ridden, easily able to sleep and sleeping way late for my normal schedule. Last night? Couldn't barely sleep, finally dropped off at 2:30, woke up at 8 this morning. Borderline insomnia is worse than insomnia itself.
Yay! GST rebate is in today. I have things to buy...cat stuff, candles...you know, the REAL witch gear. >_< ! I'm craving a nice mug of apple cider and some french toast for dinner. Maybe I'll sucker someone into going for a walk in the park with me tommorow. Going to Jax's housewarming...need to get some supplies to make her gift. ;)
Alright. Done babbling. Haven't felt ok for a while...feelin' ok now.
-M.