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[witchscauldron]

Woke up with a hammer in my head....A thoroughly uninspiring day. I am not particularily motivated to do anything today, which I suppose is ok since I don't actually have anything to do.

Well, not entirely true. I have homework to do, but it isn't very interesting and it *is* very repetitive. I tried to work on it for a bit but my attention keeps wandering. I'm supposed to be meditating, but I have not yet managed to, not even once. It's been months. Just don't seem to care if I do or don't. There really isn't a good space for it here, which is discouraging.

Some f-ing idiot at Census2006 keep calling here for 401 West St. Apt. 6 to do their census form. Too bad we're 162 Dunedin Street. I left them a message once saying they had the wrong number but the dipshit keeps calling. Le sigh.

I won't be at C-ACE this year, which is disappointing - I am going to miss a bunch of folks.
:(

I am missing people, in general. It's easy to be alone here. I have a relatively full coven schedule, but I don't want the only people I ever see to be Jason and the coven. It's turned out like that, though. I am not in reach of any of my friends anymore. Way too easy to be alone.

I'm trying not to be grey. Not sure who I'm fooling anymore.

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[silere.livejournal.com]

(hugs)

i understand the not in reach of friends. it's really wearing on me. So many people i miss.

I have never been able to meditate, but it's one of those things that i'm supposed to learn how to do, too.