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Jun. 12th, 2006 02:17 pmWoke up with a hammer in my head....A thoroughly uninspiring day. I am not particularily motivated to do anything today, which I suppose is ok since I don't actually have anything to do.
Well, not entirely true. I have homework to do, but it isn't very interesting and it *is* very repetitive. I tried to work on it for a bit but my attention keeps wandering. I'm supposed to be meditating, but I have not yet managed to, not even once. It's been months. Just don't seem to care if I do or don't. There really isn't a good space for it here, which is discouraging.
Some f-ing idiot at Census2006 keep calling here for 401 West St. Apt. 6 to do their census form. Too bad we're 162 Dunedin Street. I left them a message once saying they had the wrong number but the dipshit keeps calling. Le sigh.
I won't be at C-ACE this year, which is disappointing - I am going to miss a bunch of folks.
:(
I am missing people, in general. It's easy to be alone here. I have a relatively full coven schedule, but I don't want the only people I ever see to be Jason and the coven. It's turned out like that, though. I am not in reach of any of my friends anymore. Way too easy to be alone.
I'm trying not to be grey. Not sure who I'm fooling anymore.
Well, not entirely true. I have homework to do, but it isn't very interesting and it *is* very repetitive. I tried to work on it for a bit but my attention keeps wandering. I'm supposed to be meditating, but I have not yet managed to, not even once. It's been months. Just don't seem to care if I do or don't. There really isn't a good space for it here, which is discouraging.
Some f-ing idiot at Census2006 keep calling here for 401 West St. Apt. 6 to do their census form. Too bad we're 162 Dunedin Street. I left them a message once saying they had the wrong number but the dipshit keeps calling. Le sigh.
I won't be at C-ACE this year, which is disappointing - I am going to miss a bunch of folks.
:(
I am missing people, in general. It's easy to be alone here. I have a relatively full coven schedule, but I don't want the only people I ever see to be Jason and the coven. It's turned out like that, though. I am not in reach of any of my friends anymore. Way too easy to be alone.
I'm trying not to be grey. Not sure who I'm fooling anymore.