Jan. 20th, 2006 12:32 pm
witchscauldron: (watching)
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Still breathing, as if it matters.

Bonded with my Crow's Magick tarot, finally. The reading I gave myself would have made me weep if I hadn't already known it was going to be that way.

I have a huge fluffy black bath sheet. This, right now, equals love. Or something approximating it. Warmth, maybe.

Found out I'm banned from a LJ today. Can't for the life of me figure out what I might have said to that person to earn such treatment...but I guess it doesn't matter, since I obviously did. Kinda smarts, though. I wish them well. Edit: Resolved.

Couldn't sleep for a while. 10 days, or something like that. I was very irritable and prickly. Now I'm back to feeling mostly grey, sometimes sad.

Can't eat anything. Everything makes me sick again. Lots of bland meals in my future. S'ok. I need to lose weight again anyway, and I'm mostly indifferent to food at the best of times.

I don't want my cats anymore.

It's the Invasion of the Bygones this weekend. I'll be playing chef all weekend, but probably not much else.

I need to go burn some incense. Take care.

Date: 2006-01-20 10:40 pm (UTC)

Date: 2006-01-20 11:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] graywolf-red.livejournal.com
I saw three hounds running loose on the battlefield today. Two looked like redbone kerrs. The third looked like a catahoula hound.

For various reasons, this made me think of you.

I hope you feel better soon.

Date: 2006-01-21 06:14 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ash-chantelle.livejournal.com
I am lighting a candle for you. I hope that you feeling its warmth and know that you will never be banned for this LJer... If that makes any sense. I hope otherjeff makes you smile this weekend.
Take care, you are in my thoughts.
-ashley

Date: 2006-01-21 06:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] northern-raven.livejournal.com
Hey! I'm all moved in now.
All I need is your address so I can mail you some raven stuff as a belated x-mas gift. ^^

Date: 2006-01-22 02:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] llwydyceffyr.livejournal.com
Well, it's not my Lj you're banned from *hint hint*

*hugs* looks like you need one. :-)

Date: 2006-01-22 09:24 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] morgandria.livejournal.com
Probably not. I mean...why would there be?

One day you’ll walk the world
and keep in mind
The heart you’ve been given
in winter time
And through the bitter cold,
with opened eyes
You’ll find the strength to fight
and stand upright