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Jan. 20th, 2006 12:32 pmStill breathing, as if it matters.
Bonded with my Crow's Magick tarot, finally. The reading I gave myself would have made me weep if I hadn't already known it was going to be that way.
I have a huge fluffy black bath sheet. This, right now, equals love. Or something approximating it. Warmth, maybe.
Found out I'm banned from a LJ today. Can't for the life of me figure out what I might have said to that person to earn such treatment...but I guess it doesn't matter, since I obviously did. Kinda smarts, though. I wish them well. Edit: Resolved.
Couldn't sleep for a while. 10 days, or something like that. I was very irritable and prickly. Now I'm back to feeling mostly grey, sometimes sad.
Can't eat anything. Everything makes me sick again. Lots of bland meals in my future. S'ok. I need to lose weight again anyway, and I'm mostly indifferent to food at the best of times.
I don't want my cats anymore.
It's the Invasion of the Bygones this weekend. I'll be playing chef all weekend, but probably not much else.
I need to go burn some incense. Take care.
Bonded with my Crow's Magick tarot, finally. The reading I gave myself would have made me weep if I hadn't already known it was going to be that way.
I have a huge fluffy black bath sheet. This, right now, equals love. Or something approximating it. Warmth, maybe.
Found out I'm banned from a LJ today. Can't for the life of me figure out what I might have said to that person to earn such treatment...but I guess it doesn't matter, since I obviously did. Kinda smarts, though. I wish them well. Edit: Resolved.
Couldn't sleep for a while. 10 days, or something like that. I was very irritable and prickly. Now I'm back to feeling mostly grey, sometimes sad.
Can't eat anything. Everything makes me sick again. Lots of bland meals in my future. S'ok. I need to lose weight again anyway, and I'm mostly indifferent to food at the best of times.
I don't want my cats anymore.
It's the Invasion of the Bygones this weekend. I'll be playing chef all weekend, but probably not much else.
I need to go burn some incense. Take care.