Nov. 22nd, 2005 04:29 pm
witchscauldron: (watching)
[personal profile] witchscauldron
My inner propensity for violence is already ungodly. Lately, my outer propensity for violence is getting more intense, and more "vocal". As long as propensity does not become action, I think (and hope) everything will be fine.

I seriously dislike it when I can not keep my vast temper crammed into a corner of myself.

Everything's picking up a tint of red these days, from the corner of my vision...I feel fucking monstrous.

Date: 2005-11-26 08:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] coyoteold1.livejournal.com
For a little while now, I've found myself getting really angry for little or no reason. Early last week, I completely blew my top at one of my roomates - over something fairly small and unimportant.

I've even felt myself becoming angry without any reason. As in, there is no discernable outside stimulus for the feeling - just sourceless anger.
One day you’ll walk the world
and keep in mind
The heart you’ve been given
in winter time
And through the bitter cold,
with opened eyes
You’ll find the strength to fight
and stand upright