Sucking it up.

[witchscauldron]

I decided not to eat my pride. I sucked it up, instead, and I'll take my lumps as they fall.

I'm just full of decisions lately. I have also (seriously) decided to look into getting back into Trent and finishing my degree. Or maybe going to Fleming and taking something there. Of course, I'll do that, and Jason'll get a kickass job outside the city. Would be my fate. Doesn't matter.

I'm older, not perhaps wiser, but certainly more experienced with the world at large. I've resolved many of my "issues" since I dropped out 2 years ago. I don't feel like failing will kill my parents - I don't live with them. I don't HAVE to live with them. I'm an adult. This is my life. I don't owe any answers for my life decisions to anyone but myself, and possibly Jason. My mistakes are mine alone. I'm ready - I will go do what I want to do there, and be done with it. I will take what courses I want to take. I want to study. I want to be a student.

Woo. Have to get my arse to the University one of these days and look at getting my shit together.

Yay! One more week until the Hathor invocation. I finished my jewelry set yesterday...matching necklaces, anklets, and bracelets. I don't want to go there looking somber - I'm trying to look as if I really want to dance and sing. I think I do...but we'll see. Going to get chickens today, see if I can get my stuffing fixin's. Hummous may have to wait until the middle of the week, if I can do it. :\

So woo. There's my life right now.
-M.

Comments

[metachaos.livejournal.com]

It is interesting, going back to school. Alot of shit seems to pop up when I have school, but it isn't always bad. I hope you have great luck and less "interesting times" than I do. =)

Sounds like you have a right spiffy gathering coming up. Kinda wish I could go along, it would be nice to at least see, if not participate. I hope you have fun! -hugs-