Random.

A patented random day, from Morg. Woo.

Woke up feeling kinda sore and tired. I'm not really awake yet either, an hour later. Something's definetely off about the day. I took my med - but I'm not hungry. Lately I'm always hungry, but not today. The thought of eating just turns me sour. So I had a spoonful of cottage cheese - maybe that'll keep my stomach ok. I doubt it, but one can dream.

It was a quiet weekend. Had dinner on Friday night with Jeff, and then watched some cable at his place. Went home, made Jason a happy smiling dork, and then went to bed. Saturday we just stayed home, did a little shopping - I made some jewelry. Sunday we had brunch here with Jeff (he made waffles, I burnt bacon) and played Monopoly. Then later I made a pot roast, had dinner with Jeff, and watched many episodes of the Simpsons. I also watched Dragnet, which I enjoy a lot. Then I went to bed.

What a stunning portrait of the life of the Anti-Were.

I dreamt I was living with my mother, in my grandmother's house. Jason only came to visit me, every so often. I seemed happy...there was also a point where I was again at a temple for a priestess' only ritual, and we were robed...everyone else in red and white and black...myself in green. Strange. So I ended back at my grandparents...where Jason gave me flowers. But they weren't from him - they were from Mom. And they were all grey...grey carnations. o_o

I feel incredibly numb right now. I have sketchbooks etc. out - but I didn't and probably won't get any art done. I have a sign to paint - comin' up Vegas there. I have aura readings to do...might try those later. I think I need to meditate. I haven't been living very spiritually lately. It's so hard when all you feel is empty.

That's not to say I haven't been in a good mood lately. I smile, I laugh...I probably at least look animated. But deep inside I don't think I really feel that way. *shrugs* Nothing to be done for it. I have to keep living, every day.

So...ideas for the C-ACE art show - a dragonwolf piece, something with a gryphon, a magick user of some kind...a bird woman piece...and a hell of a lot of animal-related jewelry and craft stuff. I just wish I could get started with these ideas.

Been very drawn to the colour purple. I have purple amethys necklaces now...i wish I had more purple shirts or something...and..and pink. PINK. o.o I NEVER want pink. Pink is an evil colour. But I want it. Pink and LOTS of green, and purple.
Heh. Maybe my higher self is working with my heart and crown chakras when I'm not looking. Or maybe I'm looking for that sort of spiritual perfect love I talk about. Or maybe I'm just an idiot.

I don't know anything anymore.
-M.

Random 2.0

I lit some candles and incense...made the house feel a little bit cozier. I prayed to my Gods. I am cleansing my tarot cards. After I did this, I walked around the house a bit. When I stepped back into the bedroom, I heard this clarion ringing, a chiming bell like the kind the temple rings during ritual. And I don't own one of those bells. o.o Maybe now I can get some decent aura readings done. I am slightly befuddled by the noise, but think it is very nifty. I think the spirits have been very active in the house lately.

Without further preamble, the ( aura readings. )

Wow. That took entirely too long to do - over an hour. I am a little rusty, I guess. :) Glad to be able to do it for folks, though. If anyone else is interested in a reading, ask away.
-M.