Peppercorns.

I apologize to the guys for the excess of peppercorns in the stew last night. >_< I won't be doing that again. And now I'm terrified that Steve doesn't like my cooking. At least the apple crisp was ok...Thank you Steve for bringing the juice. :) I love juice...I just have to work super hard to moderate my intake very very closely. Damn sugar-coated blood cells! Sounds like a breakfast cereal...

Still have a headache. Going back to the hospital later. This blows, mostly because I'm having a very hard time eating stuff. It just won't stay eaten. o_o

Heh. Maybe game will go better if I'm on drugs. :p

mmmrf. Saw a lovely little collar yesterday - it had a great celtic knot shield on the front, and a nice plain band. Me wants. I also want stone beads, tho. I want a lot of things. Seems to be a raven's lot in life...

I have everybody's name written down on a list who wanted an aura reading, and when I ditch the headache I'll be sure to get to everyone. If you're interested still but didn't reply in my last post, feel free to stick your name down on this one.

Last night I was thinking about my dreams, and idly mused that I hadn't had a crystal-collection dream in a while (the ones where crystals are littered everywhere along a path or strand and I collect them). Then..last night...I had a crystal collection dream, picking them up along twisted paths in a tall pine forest. Bwah! >_< My Dreamspace is fuxx0red. And of course, now I want more crystals, too. Want want want, it's a raven's life for me... :p

I rhink I might play with some clay today, and see if I can't make some stone pendants for myself or something. Very bored. I should do household stuff, but it can usually wait.

Mmm....laaaaamb. :p Bad Meta! Now I'm craving lamb curry and naan bread! >_< Not like I could eat it.

Ah well. I don't know what I was trying to say here. I'm very random. Hugs for anyone who needs them...including me. I am having a "I'm fat and stupid and no-one likes me" sort of day. Try not to freeze to death out there...
-M.

Spirit.

Time to clean out the file. It is rather small today, tho. Without further ado, ( quiz crap. )

-M.

C-ACE

I feel absolutely insane and inside out right now. I've just decided to go to C-ACE, get a dealer's table, and sell some of my jewellry and assorted animal-related products. Woo. O_o If I don't have an anxiety attack from his sudden decision to walk into the midst of a group of total strangers in an environment I am highly unsure of, it'll be a miracle.

O_O AAAAH!

Ok, I'm better now. The Elfy will save me. o_o
-m.

Yaay!

Woot. My migraine is gone gone GONE! XD About damn time...but geez. Feckin' Hospital. The triage check-in is never the same, because it depends on the nurse. The last one checked my blood sugar. This one didn't. This one bitched me out for not properly using their 0-10 pain scale. I mean, I dunno...frig, I had no idea where I'd put a migraine. It hurt. And my pain tolerance is insane...so I can function on levels of pain that cripple other people.

The wait was short...got in, talked to some people, got an order for Simitol in an IV *yays with serridwenn*. The IV was done by a student, who did very well, except it was bloody. Then a psycho nurse came and harangued me about what I'm doing to manage my diabetes, and why aren't I checking my blood sugar every day, and why don't I see my own family doctor blah blah blah...And I'm strung out, tired, in pain, and I can't cope with that. I cried.

The IV did its' magick, though...and lo and behold, after all my medication was in, the migraine was out. I cannot express how much better I feel. Problem was...I sat there for another hour and a half waiting for someone to take the damn IV out. !! And then, because we'd been there four hours, we didn't have enough money for parking.

And why is it doctors and nurses think they can preach to you from the pulpit of science when all you want is some relief and to go home? I have been informed, by three people tonight, that my blood pressure is always high when I go to the hospital, and normal elsewhere. Well, so? I mean, I assume it's high because I'm sick enough to go to the hospital - cure me, and it goes back to normal. I'm not gonna go running around stressed out about the potential of having slightly raised blood pressure once every three months because you think it's sermon-worthy. I didn't come to the hospital for a self-righteous speech from anyone about what I should and shouldn't be doing.

Blah. Grumpy, but feeling much better. I think I'll start on aura readings tommorow. :)
-M.