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May. 7th, 2004 11:51 amFeeling odd still - like, confused odd. An amalgam of moods that are undefined in the mix. Really really hating this mania. It's worse than the depression side of bi-polar disorder, in a lot of ways.
Stupid cat knocked over my nightstand last night and spilled ice-cold water all over my side of the bed. Spent a couple hours on the couch letting it dry out before I curled up in the drier parts of the bed. Was dry when I woke up, at least. Stupid fucking cat.
Made a honey cake for tommorow. I want to know why it always falls in the middle - It's not the pan shape, apparently. :\
Must go out for butter and my stuff for tommorow so I don't go all wonky until the feast. Kinda amused I don't have to fast anymore.
So sore. Joints achy. That, and I have been having a lot of problems with numb hands - any time I lift them up so there's no blood flow to them they go numb and tingly. Blah. I don't know what's up with it.
Wish it was gonna be nicer tomorrow. I hope it is, anyway - I don't believe the Weather Network knows its ass from its' elbow anymore.
Raaaayvn - what did you and Aaaaandy maaaake me??? *so damn curious*
Frosty - good luck with the job interview!! I hope it goes well.
Tribe - love.
Barkie - LOVE love.
Mrr. Hungy. Should eat something - wish my stomach wasn't being angry at everything I eat. It's either anxiety, or it's ulcers. Either way, suckage.
Ok. Back to amusing myself. See you all on Monday.
-M.
Stupid cat knocked over my nightstand last night and spilled ice-cold water all over my side of the bed. Spent a couple hours on the couch letting it dry out before I curled up in the drier parts of the bed. Was dry when I woke up, at least. Stupid fucking cat.
Made a honey cake for tommorow. I want to know why it always falls in the middle - It's not the pan shape, apparently. :\
Must go out for butter and my stuff for tommorow so I don't go all wonky until the feast. Kinda amused I don't have to fast anymore.
So sore. Joints achy. That, and I have been having a lot of problems with numb hands - any time I lift them up so there's no blood flow to them they go numb and tingly. Blah. I don't know what's up with it.
Wish it was gonna be nicer tomorrow. I hope it is, anyway - I don't believe the Weather Network knows its ass from its' elbow anymore.
Raaaayvn - what did you and Aaaaandy maaaake me??? *so damn curious*
Frosty - good luck with the job interview!! I hope it goes well.
Tribe - love.
Barkie - LOVE love.
Mrr. Hungy. Should eat something - wish my stomach wasn't being angry at everything I eat. It's either anxiety, or it's ulcers. Either way, suckage.
Ok. Back to amusing myself. See you all on Monday.
-M.
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Date: 2004-05-07 12:00 pm (UTC)mm. my dad gets that tingly sometimes.. i think it's caused by his diabetes.. and he gets confused sometimes when his sugar is very low.
i just get confused and manic for no reason, apparently, since my bloodwork came back perfectly normal. :p