I live.

[witchscauldron]

Still here. Dreaming a lot, but sleeping little. Had a great chat with Rayvn, Andragny, and the Dragyote on Monday night. Shifty as all hell. Borderline insomnia going here. Slept for 13 hours today, but it's left me wide awake now.

Fiddling with house bits late at night. If I hadn't had to start (grumble) I wouldn't still be up thinking about folding laundry and mopping my kitchen floor. Jason seemed sleepy/grumpy/whiny tonight. Mostly left him alone.

Feeling somewhat dissociative tonight - disconnected, withdrawn...something. Could walk right out of my own skin and never notice.

I am escaping with J and a good friend up to said friend's cottage this weekend. I am desperately hoping that this weekend will give me some connection with my spirituality again. I'm sure that I will scare the hell out of someone, somehow, but I don't care. I should earth and consecrate my newest athame while I'm there.

As the winter slowly starts dying here, the connections are wearing thin with things. I miss people. I hope they know that.
-M.

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[metachaos.livejournal.com]

I'm sinking into the funk that is burnt-out. I'm hoping I can claw my way back. I have an idea on how to stop my bad habits. Let's just see if I can remember and if I can implement.

-hugs- Good to hear you are still alive. I wish I could talk with you more.