I live.

Mar. 25th, 2004 12:31 am
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Still here. Dreaming a lot, but sleeping little. Had a great chat with Rayvn, Andragny, and the Dragyote on Monday night. Shifty as all hell. Borderline insomnia going here. Slept for 13 hours today, but it's left me wide awake now.

Fiddling with house bits late at night. If I hadn't had to start (grumble) I wouldn't still be up thinking about folding laundry and mopping my kitchen floor. Jason seemed sleepy/grumpy/whiny tonight. Mostly left him alone.

Feeling somewhat dissociative tonight - disconnected, withdrawn...something. Could walk right out of my own skin and never notice.

I am escaping with J and a good friend up to said friend's cottage this weekend. I am desperately hoping that this weekend will give me some connection with my spirituality again. I'm sure that I will scare the hell out of someone, somehow, but I don't care. I should earth and consecrate my newest athame while I'm there.

As the winter slowly starts dying here, the connections are wearing thin with things. I miss people. I hope they know that.
-M.

Date: 2004-03-25 09:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] morgandria.livejournal.com
Want an amusing thought? Your little dragon-head icon there makes really nice cut-outs for dragon pendants. :p
-M.

Date: 2004-03-25 02:11 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] silere.livejournal.com
Heh.. that's cool. :) I'd like to see a finished piece, if you do them.
One day you’ll walk the world
and keep in mind
The heart you’ve been given
in winter time
And through the bitter cold,
with opened eyes
You’ll find the strength to fight
and stand upright