*quiet*

Jun. 25th, 2002 08:09 pm
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Thoughtful, strange day...tired, and blank-ish of mind. Not a lot of things moving in my mind. I also went and mailed all my packages due to go out, so I feel alright about those now. The A/C has the whole apartment frosty cool right now, and I love it.

Did a job seeking spell for Jason, and it's going away cheerfully on my Bríd altar. I'm almost rid of my cold - I could almost smell my incense today. Fiddled with my altar, and once again lamented the fact that invoking and devoking pentagrams are considered oathbound tradition for so many. If I were closer to someone, I might be learning something right now. Ah well...at least I know the drive to initation and service is still there.

I guess the weirdest part of the day was browsing rotten.com. Now, I don't think of myself as a sick person, but staring at decaptitated corpses actually didn't bother me. I instead had a rather bemused, morbid curiosity going on. And THEN....I started to get hungry.

Yes, I said hungry.

Not sure exactly how to interpret that...either I was hungry to begin with, or I was actually getting hungry staring at human intestines. I will chalk it up to Raven, I think; no daughter of Raven is immune to the need for a nice juicy eyeball. Instead I think I will settle for an ice-cream cone at the corner store, or maybe a popsicle.

I totally missed the full moon last night. We had our usual game of D&D last night, and when that was done I was just royally cranky. Sinus pressure sucks. I can't wait to get rid of this cold just to get a decent night's sleep. Normally I'd at least have gone out and stared longingly at Luna, and silently died inside to be howling. I think being in Smiths Falls all last week screwed up my natural sense of the moonphase...but the bright blue twilight there was totally worth it.

Um. Blah...yeah, I'm done.

One day you’ll walk the world
and keep in mind
The heart you’ve been given
in winter time
And through the bitter cold,
with opened eyes
You’ll find the strength to fight
and stand upright