Ignorance is bliss. I should just learn that and never let curiosity get the better of me. I should never look closer at anything.
Fuck. Mealla is pregnant. Why? Because I'm a dumbass who can't afford to get her second male cat fixed, or either of her girls fixed, and now the shit has hit the fan.
Of course, the Universe couldn't have waited another few fucking weeks to where we COULD afford to finally get the boy-brat's nuts lopped off. Oh no. GODDAMMIT. I am so frustrated right now it's not funny. One step ahead, three back is what it feels like all the damn time. Why bother?
I cannot afford to have another litter of kittens here. We can't keep ANY of them, we won't be able to pawn them off on friends, and we certainly can't afford to feed them. Last year was bad enough, and there were only 4 kids.
This sucks. It's my fault. I know that. I was irresponsible and an asshat to think this wouldn't happen. Now I have to get rid of these fucking cats - I don't have any other choices. Straw, meet camel's back. >_<
-M.
Fuck. Mealla is pregnant. Why? Because I'm a dumbass who can't afford to get her second male cat fixed, or either of her girls fixed, and now the shit has hit the fan.
Of course, the Universe couldn't have waited another few fucking weeks to where we COULD afford to finally get the boy-brat's nuts lopped off. Oh no. GODDAMMIT. I am so frustrated right now it's not funny. One step ahead, three back is what it feels like all the damn time. Why bother?
I cannot afford to have another litter of kittens here. We can't keep ANY of them, we won't be able to pawn them off on friends, and we certainly can't afford to feed them. Last year was bad enough, and there were only 4 kids.
This sucks. It's my fault. I know that. I was irresponsible and an asshat to think this wouldn't happen. Now I have to get rid of these fucking cats - I don't have any other choices. Straw, meet camel's back. >_<
-M.