Disbelief.

[witchscauldron]

I am having a very hard time believing it's Spring. Yeah, it's mid-May, the world is deliciously verdant to the eyes, but something in me still fears it will be stolen away by the bitter winds and skirling snows of the Winter past. I wonder why this is...some splinter of ice still aching-sore in my mind? I was so sick of Winter by February. I waited so patiently for the green to arrive. Now that it's here, with gorgeous sunsets, lush rains and intense skies...well, I still don't really believe it won't be snatched away.

Odd.

Mrrf. I'm not awake yet. Zathras dropped my whole nightstand on my head this morning as a wakeup call, so I'm less that cheery. S'ok. No-one likes a cheery goth anyway. I slept a good long time...but I'm still tired. I guess I hate being interrupted. Damn cat.

Gonna make some pendants today, I think. Make those, do that one load of laundry...nice easy day. I'm waiting for the weekend, so we can go see the lunar eclipse outside the city and such. Mmm moon. Mebbe I'll actually do a ritual this moon. Or not. Depends on how much of my energy apathy destroys.

Last night I dreamed that Jason had to take a job away from me...we never saw one another. So I left, and moved to California. O_o Very odd. Been having a lot of garbage-processing dreams...lots of people I've seen the last few days, silly situations, stuff like that. Very much nonsense....sometimes. A few hints of something deeper occasionally, but it's no news to me that I'm a werewolf. :p

Mrrf. I'm off...gotta do some work. TTYL.
-M.

Comments

[llwydyceffyr.livejournal.com]

Hay man, I'm having a hard time believing that Siouxsie and the Banshees got back together. What happened to The Creatures?