fever dreams.
Aug. 7th, 2006 02:06 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
witchscauldronI have the flu; I seem to have had a fever for a couple of days that shows no sign of breaking.
Dreams last night were strange. I need some time to decode them, I think.
1) I was walking late at night with J through some big open space. Three men got between us, and J kept walking while these men were harrassing me. I couldn't seem to catch up with him. They got more and more openly lustful and violent, and as much as I pushed them away they kept coming back. I was getting angry, but then Jason turned around and they left. We walked to a friends' house, for some event, and these three jerks were there, friends of friends. Two were embarrassed and left...the third was sullen and glared at me. I remember beating him badly, and telling him he was a coward and a fool. I had blood on my hands, and my skin felt like marble. He acted as if there were nothing he could do to retaliate, but when I finished, he blustered and blew until our mutual friends kicked him out. I remember feeling very annoyed that these people would tolerate such a person so long.
2) This one was vague. Something about a stone castle, and huge swords that were also lightning thrusting down from the heavens trying to impale women and children hiding in the archways of a courtyard. Something protector-ish...I have ghost images of hounds running associated with this, hunters.
3) At the covenstead. We are preparing for a ritual in twilight, but we cannot start until C. shows me something. There is a dead crow lying at the head of the altar, facing northeast, and the Macha shrine there. I cannot move it. This is important, somehow. I step out of the circle through the northeast, and M. starts handing me strings of amber, and other stones. I only specifically remember the amber. I look at the jewelry in my hands with confusion.
Dreams last night were strange. I need some time to decode them, I think.
1) I was walking late at night with J through some big open space. Three men got between us, and J kept walking while these men were harrassing me. I couldn't seem to catch up with him. They got more and more openly lustful and violent, and as much as I pushed them away they kept coming back. I was getting angry, but then Jason turned around and they left. We walked to a friends' house, for some event, and these three jerks were there, friends of friends. Two were embarrassed and left...the third was sullen and glared at me. I remember beating him badly, and telling him he was a coward and a fool. I had blood on my hands, and my skin felt like marble. He acted as if there were nothing he could do to retaliate, but when I finished, he blustered and blew until our mutual friends kicked him out. I remember feeling very annoyed that these people would tolerate such a person so long.
2) This one was vague. Something about a stone castle, and huge swords that were also lightning thrusting down from the heavens trying to impale women and children hiding in the archways of a courtyard. Something protector-ish...I have ghost images of hounds running associated with this, hunters.
3) At the covenstead. We are preparing for a ritual in twilight, but we cannot start until C. shows me something. There is a dead crow lying at the head of the altar, facing northeast, and the Macha shrine there. I cannot move it. This is important, somehow. I step out of the circle through the northeast, and M. starts handing me strings of amber, and other stones. I only specifically remember the amber. I look at the jewelry in my hands with confusion.
