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witchscauldronBleh. J went back to Orillia, and I am sort of grumpy about it. I liked having him here, cooking me dinner, and cuddling. It's never enough time. Only three more weeks until a whole two months of constant company and utter poverty - we have to pay my loans back now too. No choice. Ugh. I liked eating, but I can always stand to lose weight, too.
I've had a horrible stomach all weekend - constantly queasy. I'd chalk it up to being too hot, but the A/C is cranked and the fans are all going at max and it's not horrible in here anymore. So...I dunno. Been drinking lots of water, and eating cold stuff, except at dinner.
It finally rained today. Not nearly long enough, but very strong as it went, so my rainbarrel is full again. I just wish it hadn't driven the humidity through the roof. Felt like 41C again today because of it. Ah well. Got my head shaved again, which helped some.
Landlady came by for rent - apparently the lawnmower she bought us "doesn't work for shit" so she'll be sending her son around to mow the lawn. Brilliant. As long as it fucking gets done this week I don't care.
Haven't put the house wards back up, and I'm not gonna for a while - or at least not until I need to. I still find the shadows strange sometimes, tho. Probably just me - I am a poster child of paranoia these days.
Anyway...off to shuffle from one room to another for a while, trying to feel less hollow.
-M.
I've had a horrible stomach all weekend - constantly queasy. I'd chalk it up to being too hot, but the A/C is cranked and the fans are all going at max and it's not horrible in here anymore. So...I dunno. Been drinking lots of water, and eating cold stuff, except at dinner.
It finally rained today. Not nearly long enough, but very strong as it went, so my rainbarrel is full again. I just wish it hadn't driven the humidity through the roof. Felt like 41C again today because of it. Ah well. Got my head shaved again, which helped some.
Landlady came by for rent - apparently the lawnmower she bought us "doesn't work for shit" so she'll be sending her son around to mow the lawn. Brilliant. As long as it fucking gets done this week I don't care.
Haven't put the house wards back up, and I'm not gonna for a while - or at least not until I need to. I still find the shadows strange sometimes, tho. Probably just me - I am a poster child of paranoia these days.
Anyway...off to shuffle from one room to another for a while, trying to feel less hollow.
-M.
