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I'm fairly calm right now. The house is in order, the cats are behaving today. I am relaxed, for the moment. Zathras let me sleep last night, joy of joys. The weather is making me a bit sore, but that's nothing new. We won't be camping out at the covenstead tonight, though - I can't sleep outdoors when it rains anymore, esp. if it's cold at night.

I hope that the rain will stop for us, tommorow. I will get betrothed in the wet, if I have to, but I certainly prefer to be dry.

Hee. Betrothed. We're there, almost. We're prepared. I feel some of the panic and anxiety I've had for a while slipping away. I have a good mug of tea, my friends are coming, and I'm joining souls with the person I love more than anyone else. It is good.

Hopefully I can save up some of this relaxed grey calm for when I'm pulling my hair out moving shit in a couple of weeks. *LOL*

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I'm sort of at a loss at the moment.

Gods rest you well in Summerland, Malcolm Xerxes. You were a gentleman.