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Last night was one of those long, dark nights. Ugh. Still feeling a little shaky, aa little anxious, and more than a little self-destructive. Stomping said urges is difficult, as it feels like kicking oneself in the head with big narsty boots on. I think I'm through most of this attack, tho, and mostly unscathed except I still feel really ugly.

Heh. My bra smells like incense. I guess that's a side effect of storing your stick incense in your sock drawers.

Still trying to figure out what to put together for an Imbolg ritual. When is Wolf Moon doing Imbolg, btw? Gotta get my calendar put together. I AM still doing this. Most of me would like to let the annual January Meltdown happen, and curl up in a ball and not leave the house, but I am not letting that BS go on. So I would like to know, so I can get my dates written down. I know something's going on the 22nd...

I have nearly $15 in Canadian Tire money. O_o Craaazy.

I kept dreaming of very etherial landscapes...moors, churches, forests, bayous with houses grown into trees. They all felt very unearthly. I was hunting something...kept summoning elementals, for whatever reason. Some clothing issues kept coming up too. Strange.

Can't think of anything else to say here now. Have a better day than I will.
-M.