Dreams and dead things.
Jun. 18th, 2003 12:11 pmNothing quite like dreaming you're helping someone rot a body just to see how the insects develop. This dream was so messed up I can't even begin to describe it. Snow in July, tornadoes, cathedrals of bones, babysitting children, watercolour pencils. Just a jumble. O_o
Lost some expectations - set them free. Gave up the grudge. If you love them, let them go, right? My heart chakra is clearing again. Feels good. Painful, dull ache - but feels good. Something constricting is gone.
Need to learn how to heal - follow the vision, find the spiral in the palm like she said. I really would like to learn some reiki still. Time and money....always the deciding factors. :\
Scattered, this morning. As if you couldn't tell from how I'm writing. Not sure. Uncertain. Unfinished. Heh. I should collect myself, put it all back together. Mm. Deconstruction. Fire. Go where it goes.
-M.
Lost some expectations - set them free. Gave up the grudge. If you love them, let them go, right? My heart chakra is clearing again. Feels good. Painful, dull ache - but feels good. Something constricting is gone.
Need to learn how to heal - follow the vision, find the spiral in the palm like she said. I really would like to learn some reiki still. Time and money....always the deciding factors. :\
Scattered, this morning. As if you couldn't tell from how I'm writing. Not sure. Uncertain. Unfinished. Heh. I should collect myself, put it all back together. Mm. Deconstruction. Fire. Go where it goes.
-M.