Saturday.

Mmm. I am still feeling contented and peaceful from last night. I actually slept well for a change. Was nice.

Went to Wolf Moon in Toronto with Jeff and Jason; Jeff's first Wiccan ritual. :) I think all involved had a very good experience - I know I had a very interesting meditation with Pax and Copia, one that gave me answers I think I knew but didn't, really. That's the way it always seems to work, tho. Lots of symbols and colours...and a huge craving for good olives. :p

Note to self - bring ass-donut to next ritual for long periods of sitting on hard floors.

Second note to self - try to attend Wolf Moon on a more regular basis. I miss it when I don't!

YUMMY! I have incense from the Occult Shop again....damn I love this stuff. My house smells wonderful today. Incense is something so divine for me...luxurious. I couldn't have it at home - too many allergic people, really, and I couldn't get the really good stuff...so having this excellent, fresh, hand-dipped incense really is something luxurious. It's a treat. I love watching the smoke coil through the breeze. Incense is definetely a perception-altering tool for me.

It's a bright clear day - I'm expecting it to stay so tonight, so I may have my first visible Full Moon in months. I might go out to the park tonight and do a little ritual for me. :) I need to have a Full Moon, so I'm taking it. :p Now if I knew what kind of ritual I wanted to do, it'd make it easy. Anyone got any ideas?

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Mrrf. I like the concept of peace. But sometimes I believe to get peace, you have to take it, with a knife. (Peas with a knife...haha.)And with that in mind, I think the Divine Ms. M is just gonna have to suck it up. Last year the lady was ill-pleased that I had a small Hathor shrine in the bedroom, so I packed it into a small blue box and set her cow's head figurine on top of it and moved her into the living room. Well....I don't like it there. Never did. So I moved Hathor's thing's back into the bedroom, still packed, but tucked into a small corner of the main altar with my air stuff. I need Hathor there, so it's staying there. I don't want to offend the Lady M., and I certainly feel like I've been offending Hathor....so there's got to be a balance, and I'm just making it happen.

I'm taking what I need. Small steps. Nothing huge. But I'm working on it. :)

I need to call my mother right now. Gotta find out whether she can give us a hand with some stuff, and tell us when she's planning on camping. TTYL.
-M.