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[witchscauldron]

I'm bored. I'm bored all the damn time. My brain won't shut off - it wants to be doing something, I know, but there's really nothing to do. It just keeps shuffling the same empty whispers in my head...churning up dust, as it were. Housework is busy work, so that gets done. But the painting I have to do is still sitting undone. Apparently I have no taste for it right now. So I'm bored. No idea how to break the cycle.

The weekend came and went. My sense of contentment on Friday didn't last to Saturday morning. It was just replaced with a grey indifference, and I can't seem to muster the energy to shrug it off. I suppose I'm pleasant enough in this state; I can make general small talk, I can function well enough around people. I just don't really feel anything.

Vague apprehension at the moment. Perhaps a breakdown isn't far off. Oh well.

-M.