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witchscauldronI just applied for a job as a Customer Care rep. here:
http://www.nucomm.net/html/BnewsAd.htm The building they're moving into with this call center is the plant building my mother worked in for 8 years. That seems kinda...odd, to me. My mom's out of work now...if she had better computer skills I'd tell her to apply there too.
I'm worried; what if I get sick sick sick again with my head? We'd be closer to Smiths Falls, in Brockville. I could join the Operatic Society again. But we'd farther away from where I really want my religious life to be...I don't really want to go back to being a lone witch anymore. What if I get a job there and Jason doesn't? (He's applying, too, for Tech Support.) I can't drive, I'd be so lonely, and I don't want to live in a city alone with no friends and no computer...
I'm having an anxiety attack over applying to a stupid job! How ridiculous is that? I pulled the rug out from under my own feet on this one...bah. I need a job, but I don't need this...I'm so stupid sometimes.
Update:
I got called back about my resume already. O_o Asking the usual questions about availability etc. I won't really know when I can go to Brockville for the job testing session (2-4 hrs. long!) until Jason applies and gets a response about his application. We'll have to get up there and go together. OMG OMG OMG...*stressed* And then if we get hired? A major move - pack the whole house, find somewhere to live in Brockville area on short notice, need a car, get rid of kittens, START A FULL TIME JOB...we couldn't start for at least a month, tho! *stressin'* MARF. I feel like my day's been launched into warp speed on me. Today's goal was to finish laundry! Not get a job interview....*worry worry*
Yay. I'm a total mess. Woo. I'll be here, stressin' my hair out...
I'm Velma, which ambiguous dyke are you? Quiz by Turi.
-M.
http://www.nucomm.net/html/BnewsAd.htm The building they're moving into with this call center is the plant building my mother worked in for 8 years. That seems kinda...odd, to me. My mom's out of work now...if she had better computer skills I'd tell her to apply there too.
I'm worried; what if I get sick sick sick again with my head? We'd be closer to Smiths Falls, in Brockville. I could join the Operatic Society again. But we'd farther away from where I really want my religious life to be...I don't really want to go back to being a lone witch anymore. What if I get a job there and Jason doesn't? (He's applying, too, for Tech Support.) I can't drive, I'd be so lonely, and I don't want to live in a city alone with no friends and no computer...
I'm having an anxiety attack over applying to a stupid job! How ridiculous is that? I pulled the rug out from under my own feet on this one...bah. I need a job, but I don't need this...I'm so stupid sometimes.
Update:
I got called back about my resume already. O_o Asking the usual questions about availability etc. I won't really know when I can go to Brockville for the job testing session (2-4 hrs. long!) until Jason applies and gets a response about his application. We'll have to get up there and go together. OMG OMG OMG...*stressed* And then if we get hired? A major move - pack the whole house, find somewhere to live in Brockville area on short notice, need a car, get rid of kittens, START A FULL TIME JOB...we couldn't start for at least a month, tho! *stressin'* MARF. I feel like my day's been launched into warp speed on me. Today's goal was to finish laundry! Not get a job interview....*worry worry*
Yay. I'm a total mess. Woo. I'll be here, stressin' my hair out...
I'm Velma, which ambiguous dyke are you? Quiz by Turi.
-M.
